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More blogging to come?

Sorry I havent replied to messages or updated much but I have been extremely ill and am only now feeling well enough to use my tablet.

What can I say? Things have been crazy and its hard to keep up!

Thank you to everyone who has sent me kind messages and havent forgotten about me!

Im going to write about the past two months in another blog once I get a keyboard in front of me cause….its a lot. I hate tablet typing.

Recovery-phase 2!

crocro-ampora:

THIS CAT IS AN OLD MAN

Is that the Lorax

Me right now

(Source: okithecat, via therandomtimetravellinggirl)

Just got out of the hospital again …60 mg of pred @_@

A shitty birthday

Im tired from pooping and I’m tired of people and everything. Today the most affection i got was from a cat licking my nose.

I guess I am always bound to be someone’s burden.

Why do I have to love people that are so mean to me? Except my mom she bought me a cheesecake….and my brother told me happy birthday in person.

Still today sucked

So here I am

Trying to sleep but I cant….my hair has begun to fall out again and it makes me kind of sad because I finally had no more bald patches. My hair takes forever to grow.

I have been ok but I get severe abdominal cramps around morning time and feel like I need to vomit. I pretty much use the restroom every hour so I am stuck at home. Its kind of lonely and I cry a lot thinking about the life I was trying to fix. I just really felt like if I did everything right my treatments would work, but there are flaws.

This is the second time I developed this infection and it always takes so much for me to convince everyone something is wrong and Im not just looking for pain pills. They do what they can at the ER to make me normalish so they can just throw me out without investigating further. I’m so fed up with it.

I will be 25 on the 10th and it makes me sad too. I wish I could have the career I wanted by now but it was always set back. Instead my mom is taking care of me again and I feel so much like a leech. I just need need need and I should be helping her. I know she is struggling but she just wants to see me better. Its all been very hard and very stressful. I don’t know where I belong or who I am going to be.

Going to lose my insurance on my birthday so um, great. I suppose I’m going to have to figure something out.

Other than that I have been reading phoenix wright manga and playing meow meow star acres cause catz.

My back is killing me painkillers dont work ;_; help

Anonymous said: I have a bad infection on a cut on my leg ughhhhhhhh. It really hurts tbh. Only reason its infected is because the was a sliver of nasty wood in it

That sounds bad :( hopefully you’re getting it treated infections can make you feel crummy I’m getting over an internal one and forget it @_@

tolovepassionately:

gerbie:

gerbie:

Im sitting with my dog eating lemon chips….i tried eating avocado and it burned going down ._. I am stuck in junk food central

tolovepassionately

yes all my stomach wants is starches candy and lemonade….but a strand of lettuce? It revolts. Ive been forcing down fruits ._.

Damn so we are opposite. I’m scared to try anything that isn’t vegetables sometimes..  so weird and dumb, stupid tummy problems >_<

Its ok i wish i could eat vegetables …i miss seaweed salad the most ;_; but at least there are things we can eat maybe one day things will change and we can go on a food cruise and eat all goods *-* with no consequences

Watching undercover boss aww yeah you guys are gonna get told

gerbie:

Im sitting with my dog eating lemon chips….i tried eating avocado and it burned going down ._. I am stuck in junk food central

tolovepassionately yes all my stomach wants is starches candy and lemonade….but a strand of lettuce? It revolts. Ive been forcing down fruits ._.

gerbie:

Im sitting with my dog eating lemon chips….i tried eating avocado and it burned going down ._. I am stuck in junk food central

tolovepassionately yes all

gerbie:

Im sitting with my dog eating lemon chips….i tried eating avocado and it burned going down ._. I am stuck in junk food central

tolovepassionately all

Im sitting with my dog eating lemon chips….i tried eating avocado and it burned going down ._. I am stuck in junk food central

Some of my hospital stay photos and james vanderbeek. Im at home recovering now and its painful but im glad im not in the hospital anymore.