Unfathomable Goodness

It feels like something inside me is going to explode


hmm i’m not sure just give me a second to think about thi….

Nooooo!! Give meeeeee!


hmm i’m not sure just give me a second to think about thi….


Nooooo!! Give meeeeee!

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Do I just quit my job now because deep down that is what I really want to do??? DO I JUST GO BACK TO DRAWING ON MY TABLET ALL DAY BECAUSE THAT IS REALLY WHAT I WANT TO DO?!

And what about debt? and bills? and insurance? and just the cost of living? 

I really don’t fucking know. BUT, I want to go someplace and just draw and not have to worry about being home later because I have to get ready for work or I have to make sure I get rest before this or that. 

Seriously though if anyone out there has ever been in just mountains and mountains of debt and has felt as helpless as I have just let me know there is a CHANCE of getting my life back together!





Tumblr needs more of this….whatever this is.

Is this the same artist who made the original for this


how women actually are


I was just thinking about this yesterday

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Freakin kevin bacon

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When I was little I remember there was one day where I was on the trampoline with my brother and sister. I’m not really sure what happened but I ended up falling in a certain way where I hurt my ankle. It was sprained. I remember feeling the pain and crying and hearing my brother and sister gasp in annoyance because they thought I was faking it or exaggerating. 

So anyway, I got off the trampoline and tried to walk back to the house, crying the whole time because it hurt and still had not help. I made it to a tree and kind of just leaned on it and cried and I felt so helpless and I was just lucky my mom saw something was wrong and came to help me.

That’s kind of been the theme of my life I guess. I’ve never been one to be taken seriously until things have gotten really bad. Even now I feel like people are having less patience with me, telling me to just have surgery so I can be done with all of this. As if I am doing this to myself and all I have to do is go under the knife. 

I still feel helpless a lot, and some family members wonder why I won’t just give in and rely on my mother. I’ve always felt like I have been alone in my struggles, only I know how I feel. My mom isn’t always going to be there to help me get back up, and then what? My siblings aren’t going to take me in and take care of this lazy/depressed/annoying little sister. I am a stranger to my aunts and uncles, I don’t know them and don’t want to, and well haven’t seen my dad since I was 8. 

I sometimes feel like there is some anger towards me from my siblings because my mom babied me I guess you could say? I always did what she asked me to and I liked doing it because it made her happy and to be honest I was lonely and she was the only one there for me. I also wanted acceptance from my brother and my sister but it always just turned to shit. I was always “an idiot” or “too ugly” “too heavy” “too young”. 

When I was younger I was always so sad because family members would compliment my sister on being pretty and I really wanted to be like her. All I wanted was for her to do things with me but I always felt like I just annoyed her instead. She is ten years older than me so for most of my childhood she was the adult I had to look up to besides my mom. There came a time where I realized she wasn’t too interested in visiting me or inviting me to do things like she did my brother…and I guess that’s just her choice. I’ll never know what I did to make her see me as insignificant. 

I’m not even sure where I was going with this anymore. I’m just tired and don’t feel like doing anything but I guess I had to let that out at some point.

My search never included anything about cats…..

My search never included anything about cats…..


hickeys are beautiful because they are the only time a bruise results from love and affection rather than harm

When I was in 2nd grade I sucked on my arm until a hickey happened and I just thought I had discovered something crazy so I kept doing it….then my mom came in the room, freaked out, and told me not to do it again lol.

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Has anyone ever had this? Where you are in a lot of pain and you involuntarily smile? Like you cant stop? It happens to me during really bad times I wonder why that is?




The Hulk ain’t never lied.

I can’t even express how much respect I have for Mark Ruffalo.  The dude’s on the US terrorism watchlist for fuck’s sake.

Omg, it’s true

Oh yeah such a threat -_-

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This is important. Stop big cat hunting. This literally is making me cry. 

The way the lion tries to shut out the light…

:Why would you shoot it?

I cannot think of any reason to kill a Lion. You don’t eat it. It’s a waste.



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Unless you just want a little treat :) This is great info though!

Ohhhhhh now i see why :0

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Someone was in the bathroom and I couldnt hold it so I went in an amazon prime box that was nearby. …my cats hate me now and I got a cramp in my leg while squatting. …annnnnd thats how badly i refuse to just soil myself


what in the living hell do I do with this steam it has been a while since i installed a computer game i guess things have changed ughhhh i just want to play


I bought skyrim with all the expansions so excited although mad I’m going to have to start all over…I had it for the xbox but someonnnneeee took the game even though I helped pay for it. oh well it is mine once again!